A Few Good Quotes
"There is something so settled and stodgy about turning a great romance into next of kin on an emergency room form, and something so soothing and special, too." ~ Anna Quindlen
"Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, 'I will try again tomorrow.'" ~Mary Anne Radmacher
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
Sound of Music Sing-a-Long
But taking the cake was Maria and the Captain's first kiss. Nearly everyone in the amphitheatre had poppers/streamers waiting for just that moment and it was so fun seeing and hearing them going off all throughout the venue. Truly like fireworks. Next year, we will be more prepared! These people had obviously been there before.
Anyway, here is a HORRIBLE photos of the Hollywood Bowl. I had never been there before - it's an amazing venue and the acoustics are incredible. I would like to go back and see something live there. (If only it weren't for the stacked parking - but, thanks to lots of good luck and a general willingness to drive through bushes, over grass and off the curb, Mary and I were able to get out without waiting for all the other cars around us). That's another story, though.
And here we are at Mary's house just before leaving. Our group went in costume and Mary and I didn't want to be party poopers, so we did our best. She is one of the kids in their traveling outfit just before they make a break for it. And me? Ten points for whoever can guess. (No guessing if I told you.)
This Zucchini Got Away From Us
But not to worry - I put it to good use. I made two huge loaves of zucchini bread. Yum!
Friday, September 16, 2011
28 Weeks and Homemade Pudding
We are getting very excited. In a few weeks, we're going to move furniture around (we just got a crib and changing table off Craig's list, thanks to my parents generosity!) and then after that we are going to register. I think both of these things will make it feel more real. But at least I'm good and showing now! Most people can tell I'm pregnant, so that's nice. =)
On a totally unrelated note (and not meriting its own post), I made homemade pudding last night. I got the recipe from the blog Frugal Girl, which I've mentioned here before. Her recipes are always so yummy. I had some buttermilk that I needed to use up, so I substituted one of the cups of milk with buttermilk and for the other cup used my rice milk, which I cook with all the time.
After letting it set for two hours, I was very excited about tasting it. Isn't it pretty? And how did it taste?
It was .... disgusting! Uneatable! Ian and I both threw the whole dish out. Terrible! Lesson learned - buttermilk is NOT good in pudding. I would like to try this recipe again, but next time, I'll follow it a bit more closely.
Tuesday, September 13, 2011
Life is Mysterious
Then when I got to work, checked my email and saw one from another dear friend, newly pregnant, who started spotting last night and has cramps this morning. Of course, I am praying that the spotting will pass and the baby will stay put, but I can't help but marvel at the mystery of life. And I can't help but wonder what God's master plan is in all this.
But, for both friends, I trust and hope and pray.
Monday, September 12, 2011
A Few Musings
But the truth is, I can hardly remember it. Isn't that strange? Or is that God's mercy, that once the pain is past and answer has come, we can't remember the despair any more? During the year of trying to get pregnant, it felt so real, so raw, so present. But now I don't feel any of that; in fact, I can barely remember what it did feel like. When I look back now, it feels like less of a big deal, like we didn't even try that long, like it wasn't a disappointing process. I can hardly remember being sad each month, even though I know I was.
Why do you think that is? Is it, as I've proposed, God's mercy? Or is it part of being human, that we can only feel and hold onto the emotions we're experiencing now? So what does that mean about learning from past mistakes and being thankful for past blessings, like the Israelites were called to do? Is that categorically against our human nature? Or am I the only one who experiences this phenomenon?
Regardless, in this case, I'm thankful for the memory loss - or rather, the emotional memory loss. I know I felt sad, but I can't conjure up those feelings anymore. My emotions don't seem to remember them. And for that, I'm thankful. I can live in the blessing of this little life, which I feel inside me almost constantly, and not feel resentful that it didn't happen sooner, that it didn't happen on our time table, that it happened to other people faster, sooner, etc. I'm so thankful for our little cricket (less than three months to go!) and so thankful for my emotional memory amnesia.
Check This Out
But not to worry; just after we turned right to head to our street, we saw two fire engines and three cops (must have been a slow day in Long Beach) and the next time we looked out our front door, the gusher was gone. But very exciting!
Vegetable Garden
After it was planted, it did seem to take a few weeks for something to show, but now, WOW! Things are growing like crazy and I love it. Every few days I can't wait to head out to the garden to see what else has happened. I'm amazed at the process - a zucchini will be the size of a chapstick on Tuesday and then on Friday, it will be as big as a ruler. Incredible!
So, here are a few photos to show you how well everything is doing. Here are some yellow squash.
And the cherry tomatoes are so cute, and so delicious!